The great XYience
Sunny sunny day. All shots by daydreaminghero.tumblr.com
Soooo… There’s flowers, chocolates, letters… and promises you can’t keep. ;)
Live passionately and sincerely.
I’m blessed far beyond measure and I have so many reasons to be thankful. I have been busy for the past 4 years, but 2012 gave me the best rest ever. I’am very grateful for the time I had for myself. He has blessed me with A LOT of opportunity to spend quality time with my family and of course with my love. It’s a fun and relaxing year. But then, I also did an out of the plan thing which is somewhat helpful, like I enrolled as a freshman (again) in DLSL. I’am thankful for NMAT reviews, for another bunch of thick photo copied hand outs, for the missing pages in my former books. I’am thankful for the subjective and objective learning. Also this year, I got my first car and named him Taylor. Taylor adds up to my adventure and I must thank him for the safe transportation, for bringing me to beautiful places, for helping me with my errands and of course for listening to my loud concert while driving. For the first time, I bought a gadget with my own money (well I asked a little help with dad) I bought an iPhone, but although I crashed it twice, I thank my phone for standing by. Of course, I’am thankful with my family who have no choice but to stay with me. For unending support and love. And, for my boyfriend who’s been with me and for me since high school. Thank you for being my best friend, phone engineer, driver, stalker, and lover. Thank you for not giving up on me and please know that I will not give up on you too. Thank you for helping me get through tough things. For being cheerful with me in my happy times and for being so supportive in my darkest days. You know I also got your back. I cannot thank you enough for dealing with my PMS. I’m hoping for more magical and fun adventures with you. Crazy as it is, but you make me more excited everyday, I still have that butterflies.
Above all, Thank you Dear God for all I have. I’am looking forward to a happy and blessed 2013.
I’m comfortable with you, as much as I’m comfortable with my sneakers.
Whatever it brings, I fear the future. But what’s worse it that, I’m scared of the things that I DON’T know and of the things that I WON’T know. I’m scared to be there, but I’m also scared not to be there. I have no idea how to drop the fear and prepare for the future without doubt.
I want you to hear me. Apology for the mood. But I’m sorry for myself too because I pushed you up to the limit that you’re tired. I know how hard you tried to deal with everything. But to all your pretensions, end it. I’d rather want it off than to live a lie.